I think what gets me is knowing that I loved someone fully who can't love me back. And that really hurts. For nearly five years, I tried. I bent over backwards to do things for him, out of love for him. And no matter what I did and no matter how hard I tried, he's never going to love me back in the same way, or even remotely the same. He doesn't know how to love... not. me, and not anyone. What a waste of five precious years of my life,