me too.
I made a decision so long ago, that seemed right at the moment, but it wasn't.
I have had almost every reaction under the sun to this happening in my life, and nothing was positive, so what does that tell you?
There are things we have to live with, no matter what (unless we can fix a mistake as soon as possible).
Learning to be a stronger person, and accepting that things don't always go our way in life is a good lesson to learn. Once we have that down, we are capable to take the chances necessary to move on, move out, make something better, whatever comes our way.
That is my only consolation.
It makes us a better person.
peace and comfort,
nightbird
ps. it does get easier to abide, as days and months go by ... soon it becomes our strong suit.