@Aviza How are you doing. I am almost certain that some of us in this forum have had the same thoughts about that life is not worth living. So we know how you feel now!

We have overcome those feelings and thoughts. You can as well. Whatever hardships you are having right now, work your self out of them step by step. Find a little corner of you life and start there. You don't have to look at anything more than that small corner. That is your starting place. I'll post a link about how to cope now (and later). The phone numbers at the link is for UK. I'll post emergency numbers for USA after the link.

Just a moment...

USA -----> DBSA (google DBSA) has some numbers you can use. When you are over this crisis, you can probabably becoem a member of a group there (near you or online).

Love and ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))