Schizotypal personality disorder - Wikipedia

This makes a lot of sense. I remember (When I was 17), my psychologist said "I think StPD is the diagnosis that I'll settle on".

And then I didn't see him again. I got hospitalized a few months later, and was diagnosed with schizophrenia.

I was talking to that psychiatrist for 3 months (Mostly about OCD thoughts, and anhedonia etc). I thought "If it isn't autism, well at least I can still be social" (Cuz I was really really lonely, from isolating myself).

Anyway.. I started the Concerta at 17 too. But all the symptoms peaked at 16 (With voices, etc). And was stressed as complete hell for most of my life.

When I read that wiki article, I'm like "Christ..". Cuz it can be triggered by "Neglect" Neglect?! Yes.. "Stress, abuse, trauma". Oh well. It is what it is. And the substance abuse? What will I do about that.. I have to do something... I try.