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Originally Posted by jesyka
It’s complicated. He does have good qualities tbh at times. All men are mean & controlling to me. Sime more than others.
So, what choice do I have? No other decent guy will want a messsed unemployed fat middle aged ugly woman with mental health issues. So I’m stuck. Only a messed up loser will maybe put up with me. Someone like a drug addict or something like that. No thanks.
At least I have a roof over my head & am not being physically beaten. No one could ever love me. No decent guy ever liked me.
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That’s a lot to carry around within you.
Could you think about a life whereby you could be yourself happily? You list so many negative traits yet I’m sure you have positive ones too.