this thought has been in my mind for about forever. just came to my mind again last night. that for me, maybe just an itty bitty part of SI is a need to take care of myself...in some strange messed up way. i dunno. it's just like i'll get into a self destructive mode for a few weeks at a time and be really bad at taking care of myself, and after the worst SI kinda wake up and clean out cuts, and wrap it up and all that.

i dunno. my silly view on the world, thought i'd share.

~Kayleigh