Well fellow bipolars. I’ve not really much to report. They changed aqua fitness to 8:30 which means getting there at 8. And for me that means waking up at 6:30. Since I toss and turn half the night that means I’ve not been to aqua fitness for over a month. Definitely noticed a drop in energy.

Still have about 5 boxes to unpack. Had about 5 nail clippers and various nail implements but I thought I saved one and put the rest to be donated. But I can’t find any! So my nails are a mess. Got an appointment at the Solon for Tuesday.

Mentally I’m low. How much of that is from skipping aqua fitness and my poor sleep and how much is just that now I I have the time to process things. Last weekend was the cousins picnic and the loss of mum was obvious . Of people mum’s generation only my two aunt remain and they are much younger than mum was. Seems like since mum died in February I’ve been at high stress, with all the stuff that had to be done and moving out. I try to stay busy finding stuff to go to but here at home I’m neglecting the cleaning and putting the final touches on the apartment.

Cheesecake for everyone.