i'm so sad, i'm angry. everything i do, it feels like i'm doing it with a weight vest on. a walk up stairs makes me feel like crumbling. i'm so tired.

my chest is tight, my back slouched and my brain.. it's convincing me i'm alone.

i fell off these forums a while back and don't deserve any support. i'm not even sure why i'm writing this post other than to say: i think i need help. white knuckling and going alone is pushing me to the brink.

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