I've written about my new psychiatric nurse practitioner's ability to closely monitor my moods & adjust my meds as needed. I've been fairly stable since I've started seeing her. While I'm currently dealing with moderate depression, I'm not having the wild ups and downs I once had. There's a part of me that's deathly afraid of being too stable because I would lose my disability, Medicare, & access to an ABLE account, How sick is it to worry about getting better?!