She said she’ll call you. She didn’t. It doesn’t matter why.. So you shouldn’t keep contacting her. Don’t worry why people do what they do. Focus on why you do what you do, why you keep pursuing someone who doesn’t contact you and canceled on you 3 times in a row.

I’d say after someone ran out of gas once, they should make major changes in how they run their life. The fact that it happened to her many many times says a lot about her. She is a mess. She finds it funny. It’s kind of sad, not funny

You spend significant amount of time analyzing total strangers, you’ve met her twice. Who cares why she’s doing this or that. You’ll never have an answer. Focus on improvement in your own life. Don’t worry about random people

PS figure out with your milleage how far you can drive with low gas sign. Yours likely has been on for a long time. On average you can drive another 50 miles. And it’s bad for your car to drive on near empty tank. Fill up when you get close to getting empty, before even having a warning.. Don’t wait

When you see your psychiatrist next time, ask for evaluation. You’ll have to pay for it though as you have no insurance but he could diagnose you