Thank you everyone, I just thought thought I would let you all know I made it through my meeting this morning. Though it went really rough. I actually stood up for myself and asked the person who was defensive to leave because I didn't feel that her presence at that time was beneficial for me and that since this was my meeting and it was about me that I should be able to stand up for myself. She didn't leave though and it just got worse. There was another person from the assisted living and she also got defensive and said that all I do is think about myself and if it's not about me I get upset. which really is not true because I think of others more than myself. I ended up just not being able to handle it any longer, but I did not get small. I did end up crying becacuse they were way out of line and said some really hurtful things. My therapists said afterward they didn't step in because they saw that I was handling it on my own and they didn't want to stop that. They were really supportive and let me know they were way out of line. But now it is final, I am moving out. I made it!!!!
Jennifer
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