I’m saving to go back to college in January. But I feel like I’ve gotten nowhere compared to many other people. I feel like I’ve made no progress in just about everything. I struggle still with binge eating. It used to be restricting. Now I just binge whenever I feel upset or anxious. I’m struggle with hygiene. With cleaning. It’s a daily battle to get those things done. I feel paranoid half the time and on edge. I feel like I’m not making progress as a musician. I don’t want to be famous I just want to get better. I know it takes years and years to really become good. But I feel like I’m stuck. I mean I’m just now taking it seriously so maybe it will change. My bf said progress is really slow and frustrating but it happens if you keep working at it and learning everyday.

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