I was at this cool international grocery store this morning and I found a bunch of European flavors of Fanta for $1.50 each. I also found hamburger flavored Cheetos and some other stuff. International stores never used to carry exotic flavors of name brand soda until very recently.

Anyways as normal this morning I was feeling ok. I wasn't very hungry but I ate some cheese and crackers out of a Starbucks bistro box and I got my shopping done.

I woke up this morning with a giant canker sore or mouth ulcer or something on my bottom left lip. Its huge and it brushes agaisnt my teeth and idk what its from. My dentist said I was taking great care of my teeth and that was just a couple weeks ago. It doesn't hurt. Its just getting in the way of like drinking water and stuff.

I'm ok so far. Kinda getting to that point of day though pain wise. Kinda feeling woozy.

I can only go to the bathroom a little bit at a time and when I do go its black. Is that bad?

My therapist goes into meltdown mode when I talk about losing weight but when I express my concerns about weight gain she just says "you have to get used to your new body."

I'm just kinda nauseated right now and I can see why they don't make grape ice cream.