I wish I had more supportive people in my life. I have my boyfriend but that’s it. And my therapist and psychiatrist but they’re paid support. I wish I had a supportive family. I feel alone sometimes because it’s just me. My mom died when I was 22 , 7 years ago. My dad wasn’t in my life and I only met him one time a few years ago. I never met my grandparents on my mom’s side because they died before I was born. I have my sister and two brothers. My sister puts up with me only because I think she feels a sense of “charity or guilt” if she didn’t. But she doesn’t call. Doesn’t text. Doesn’t visit on holidays. She lives 15 minutes away. I try to make an effort to spend time with her, I reach out. My two brothers don’t talk to me. I tried for years to start a conversation with them and ask them how they’re doing only to be ignored. And my sister and my two brothers get together and spend time together. So it’s just me that’s excluded from anything.

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