(((((((EM))))))))))

i know... i leave messages when i don't need a call back, but it's safer when i feel he is there... when he is away the messages arent being heard.. no one is there.

Maybe you can write him a real paper letter. Go shop for really nice paper, like the kind with flowers in the paper... write him something special that tells him how you feel about him or therapy or how he is helping you. Write him something he would keep. It will help you feel connected to think about those things.

It would be up to you to mail it, give it or keep it yourself... but i'd mail it.. i'd be all excited for him to check his mail when he got home.