I’m agnostic for now. I know almost nothing about religion. I was thinking about going to church to learn about Christianity & to maybe be accepted by the people there.

I’m worried about it being like a cult. I’m also worried about being negatively judged & talked about behind my back. I’ve had a very bad experience with a former best friend who told a lot of vicious lies about me to other people including a mutual friend who.

She said that I’m a drug addict for taking prescription medication. She also lied about me being a lesbian which isn’t true. I’m married & asexual actually.

She’s jealous of me as she’s single & lonely. She told more lies too. The other Christians gave up on me after they failed to convert me.

I feel like they might end up being fake & teo faced too. What have been your experiences with people from church been like? I might try exploring Buhdism too as I heard that they’re more open & tolerant of differences.

I’m honestly not sure if religion is for me or not. I just want to try something new. And I want to see if I can actually fit in somewhere for a change although that’s extremely unlikely as I don’t do well in groups at all.