Im feeling it again tonight, that emptiness, I talked about it with my T today, I told him that I know I should be happy now I have alot of things going for me, like college and a new job, but for some reason I still cry, I feel an emptiness inside, I cant describe why I feel it, or when I feel it... I dont know what it is.

But Im feeling it bad tonight, and I was just talking to my bf but he's gone now and I feel it even more. Im trying to hold the tears back because my brother and my dad are next to me and I have no reason to cry but I am.

Why do I feel this way? Sorry about the rant guys, I hate feeling like this but I do and I hate it

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