I’m still doing quite well. I’m looking forward to the end of ESY because man, the meltdowns those littles have are truly amazing. I’m so tired by the end of the day! I am not cut out for kindergarten-first grade. I truly hope they put me back with my regular class next year. I’ll be sad if I’m a floater! I’m thinking of emailing the principal and assuring him that my illness is under control now and my attendance will be better.

I injured my knee trying to do squats yesterday. I’m not sure how I messed up my knee in the first place but now there’s shooting pain. I think I’m going to rest from the gym today. I’m going to try to research building lower body strength without squats or lunges. Maybe there’s something with resistance bands or something like that. I really do want to build strength, I’d love to be able to get off the floor without groaning! I have lost 8lbs, I’m so happy. I haven’t binged in over a week.

I’m also thinking of cutting my seroquel down to 50mg at night. Give it a try. I just wake up so late from 100mg, 9:30-10am when I’m not working. I guess it’s not really a big deal but when I wake up so late on the weekend it’s too late to go get breakfast because it’s too crowded everywhere at that point. I like my bagels as an occasional treat, and going to the diner would be nice for some French toast or something. I know I can make it at home but it’s so tasty at the diner.

RS should be starting his new job at the turnpike soon! I’m so happy and proud of him for taking the plunge. He hates change so for him to gather up the courage to apply for a new job is monumental. It’ll be a much better job working for the state, with higher pay, a pension, state benefits, etc. and it’s guaranteed work, the turnpike surely isn’t going anywhere. He was worried that his current job is only good for a few more years. I’m very happy for him!

I wish everyone here the best, I’m sending out good vibes to all that need them!