Ugh. I'm really struggling with my anxiety today. I woke up at 1:30AM and tried to go back to sleep but kept on hearing voices coming up behind me. It was scary because at first I thought they were real!

My pdoc only works Wednesday and is out of the office completely the next couple of weeks. I tried to make an appointment to see him sooner since my next appointment isn't until August 30th to no avail. He's all booked until that day. So now I'm on the cancelation list.

I feel like I'm losing it! I don't know what's wrong with me!

And besides that I'm still swollen from my stupid surgery, though the pain has gotten much better. I just feel like a wide load coming through, like I should beep when I back up!