I didn't sleep good last night because of pain again. I doubled up on Aleeve. I've taken 2 pantropalzols and 2 Carafates. I've tried fighting my fatiuge with caffeine. I was late on taking my psych meds and I haven't taken my 3rd valium yet because I feel ok mental health wise. I had therapy and I looked wasted and I didn't even bother to brush my hair and I was lying back on my pillow with the arms. She didn't say anything though since shes a good and understanding therapist. I'm just trying to hang on today. I'm feeling kinda better after a sweet tea. I got to the grocery store this morning for some apple sauce things I've been eating lately.

My fatigue won and I ended up taking a half hour nap. I never take naps anymore. When I woke up my pain was super rough and I could barely make it to the bathroom. I took another Aleeve which is the maximum you can take in 24 hours. I'm just waiting for it to work. I'm still kinda tired.