Yeah, taking it easy with yard work and exercise for a while.

I know the stuff about college is true, but this is so UNNECESSARY! The kids could have a MUCH easier start.

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The narc doesn't love someone for who they are, they give positive reenfocement for giving the narc what they want."

WOW

WOW

WOW

That's a dose of reality right there.


My daughter and I went away for 5 days, just us.

I asked her if she needed her mom. The stuff she said floored me.

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I need a mom, but when she was here she still wasn't a mom.

Mom said stuff that always changed what I said a little and made me feel like the problem was me. I always felt a little crazy. Me and you fight sometimes but I haven't felt crazy since January.

Mom told me how much she loved me and that she'd do anything for me, but she actually did very little and her hugs didn't feel real.

There are things I want to talk to mom about, but I can't count on it she'll be there for me if I do, and it's not worth opening the door to her to try.

I have two friends moms who give hugs that feel real and I think they love me, so I'll talk to them.

There are really good people in our family. You have friends that are really good people, who really know how to love and look after someone. Why didn't Mom want to be part of this?

I love my daughter so much.