I ****ING NEED MY LICENSE BACK!!! No license for ****ing 3 ****ing years!!!!! Sooo ****ing unfair!!! This ****ING CORRUPT SYSTEM IS SO ****ING MESSED UP!!! Almost 50 soon and my life is just a long punishment until I die!!!! Only because I gave unconditional selfless love to the wrong people all my ****ing life!!! FELONS WITH DECADES OF CRIMINAL HISTORY AND MULTIPLE OFFENSES HAVE THEIR LICENSE BUT I DO NOT. WHAT THE ****!!! I feel like I am trapped forever!!!! No matter how hard I try, everything I do is pointless!!!!!!! CANT even end it all bc I cannot do that to my kids ever even though they are grown and I hardly see them!!!!! No ****ing solution!!! No ****ing proper help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just stuck suffering and miserable all my life and probably after!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!