Hi Jesyka, I know you're upset and wanting to give up on people. I hate it when someone rudely changes the subject. And then they say ''bye'' and put the phone down. But I still try to be civil.... It's not as if I don't have the ''skills'' to be rude and mean back, that is easy, anyone can be rude and mean. It takes strength to remain kind when interacting with ''idiots'' with appalling manners.

Sometimes someone needs to be told off, sure...

What about the people here who have been trying to help you? I don't see anyone using you as a free therapist here? Some people have put in a lot of effort trying to support you. (some threads don't receive many replies here.....) Why do you think there are only jerks in ''real'' life? I hope your luck changes. You've had a lot of people posting saying they are rooting for you!