Okay yeah I was being a little paranoid last night. I still am convinced they're going to arrest me, but I facetimed my friend and she said I seem genuinely unwell and encouraged me to take my PRNs and not think about the W situation (which I did). She, my therapist, and my mom think I should voluntarily go IP before I hurt myself or someone else again. Idk though.

And my hair is pinkish-purple now!