A lot of my dissociation stems from worrying about my apartment being clean enough. Probably from growing up with my mom and being homeless with her and bouncing around from place to place as a child. So I’ll see something I think isn’t perfectly clean and it triggers the dissociation due to worrying about being kicked out. disconnecting from my body and feeling like I’m floating above myself and feeling extremely spaced out.

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