Things have been rough-going in the last couple of days. Last Sunday I got into a verbal fight was a neighbor that was pretty vicious; and later on the manager at my place found out about it and wanted an explanation from me. So I gave the manager an explanation but I don't feel good about it. I haven't heard anything back. I'd rather not hear about it anymore.

And then yesterday it was announced that the Jacuzzi at my place will be removed. My place will not have a Jacuzzi anymore. That really hurts because I used it a lot. Also, back four years ago when I was looking for a new place to live, seeing that Jacuzzi sold me. And now it's gone for good!

Living at my place is all that I have in my life now. And I feel like it's totally toxic. The neighbors are not getting along and there seems like there's so much hostility in the air. I want to leave because it's become so bad but yet at the same time I never wanted to leave. But maybe this all for the best even though I can't see it that way right now.