Hi everyone. Hopefully I am back now for at least a while. My mental health seems a bit better. Even though it took an extra anti-depressant to get here. But of course, you get one plate spinning in the air and anothre one comes crashing down. Now my neck/shoulder/back that has been bothering me for years and which I started doing something about like last year this time is getting worse. Spent the night at the ER last night for several hours. They did another x-ray but I really think I need an MRI and a referral from my GP to a specialist. But I called my GP today and she is out of the country for a few weeks so I can't get in to see her for a few weeks. I think she is in Romania. Although she didn't mention her vacation at our last appointment. oh well. She probably didn't think I would be calling for an appointment in a month. Oh well. I will run out of the medicine from the ER by then but maybe it will be enough just to get me through. It's not a pain medicine, it's an anti-imflammatory of some kind but I guess pain relief might come if things aren't imflamed in my neck. Ah well.

planning on going back to school next month. Getting everything in place. Gonna get some more skills so I am able to be better at my job or I will be in a better position for another job if this workplace doesn't get a bit more profitable. Trying to think ahead. I got a lot of units transferred so that's good. Basically just need about a year and a half or so to complete. That's not bad. Plus I know someone who works there and may be able to give me perspective about things. And I got a lot of ADA stuff going on for the school so that way like the Schizoaffective stuff and the ADHD stuff doesn't become a downfall.

Things are good with my T. I see her tomorrow virtually. I am looking forward to that. Just got back from my sister's wedding over the weekend so probably need to process all of that.

hey, first ever manicure happened this last weekend. That's a big step!

I hope to be around more frequently, and hopefully most days in a week, going forward as long as I can stay stable on these medications. HUGS to anyone who wants. Kit