Dr. S - I want to email you. I need to stop emailing you. We need to talk about the emailing and post contact. And what are the problems with you keeping all the stuff there. And what if anything from you do I want. I have to figure out if I want to give you the blanket or not. You've said you will not forget me. And you know that my love is there even when I am hating you, even when I am grieving the loss of you.

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