My med provider took me off lithium because my kidney function is deteriorating. Scary concept for a few reasons. SI for starters. I need my kidneys also. She also told me the office is closing down at Christmas. I’ve been going there for 23 years and they’ve kept me alive for a long time. I’m already looking for a replacement in another town. I’ve called around here. No one is taking new patients and this is a large city.

I’ve lost all motivation and have a long to do list. It’s disheartening and defeating. My therapist and I are working on it. I haven’t made progress yet. I’ve just kind of given up on life. I do have a strong drive to attend my daughter’s wedding in April though.

It rained pretty heavy here today so things are cooled down. That’s nice. I hope everyone else is staying cool.

Take care