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Old Aug 07, 2023, 07:13 PM
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I have a volunteer shift tomorrow morning. After that coming home and getting some cleaning done, then practicing violin and piano. I practiced violin for 30 minutes today. my posture has gotten so bad over the years so playing in the correct posture/ and hand postion really made me sore. It will get easier over time though the more I do it, I'll rebuild the muscles. I want to have better posture anyways just in general everyday life so this will be an incentive to make it better.

Have an inspection on wednesday. Trying to not stress over it like I used to get over them. It's just my monthly meeting/inspection. No big deal. They just check to make sure everything is working.

Gonna finish the 1st Predator movie tonight then maybe read for a bit and then go to sleep. Super excited for my lesson Saturday. Honestly having this (weekly violin lessons) and practicing to look forward to is helping me dealing with the loss of my psychiatrist of 7 years. Her leaving just hit me really hard. I don't know if that's weird or not, but she was my biggest support and I trust her a lot, it's been great working with her over the years and I feel I've made a lot of progress with her.

I have an appointment with my therapist on Thursday
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