I sorta wanna talk to you about the test results I got today. Since you already know this is going on and stuff. But what point would there be now? I mean I know a little more specifically than I did before this test, but I still don't know if it's the word I don't want to say out loud. I'm leaning on my faith that I rediscovered while I was in the hospital in June and doing my best not to worry. Physical labor is helping keep me out of my head too.

It's kinda sad that it's you I wanna talk to, and not my Mom, huh. Sigh.