<font color="purple"> My next session is next Wednesday. I...don't really know. I mean, I know it would be the right thing to tell her, but I'm feeling just to scared and small right now to think about the option. No clue how she is going to react, but so far I don't think she is very sensitive to my feelings, I dunno. I guess I just don't trust her enough.

Geez, I feel like I should have never (quite happily) told her that I was an INFP because every time I raise an issue that's been bugging me about my percieved increasing isolation- she just writes it off that introverts are like that. And you know, that's true, and I do like to be alone, but being alone =/= feeling alone, you know? I tell her about my moodiness and it's just teen stuff. I tell her that I might have had body memories for years that didn't strike me as that until now, and even wrote down what might of triggered it and her response was basicly the long way of saying "I have no clue". It may be very well true- but it's annoying and doesn't really help.

You know, I rant about this online, but every time I have a session, it seems nice enough and can't really bring myself to say that I don't want her as a T, or even the style of therapy being used altogether. </font>