my heart aches for you... your pain...
my heart reasonates with anger with you..

"he's getting ready to go be some missionary"

it is such a hypocrisy.. when our abusers "live" a life - that looks like they are a pillar.. of society.. (mine a band instructor)...

you want to scream and scream... there uglyness.. so that others in their life know... know.. what they are...

please, please be careful - you are valuable... not him.. do not do anything that would hurt you.. your life..

freewill..... ((((((mtd))))))