((((((((((BabyG)))))))))
I'm sorry to hear that you're in a bad place right now. It's really frustrating to feel sad and empty not know the reasons why.
Have you ever tried just free-writing? Never stop moving the pen, just keep writing, even if it makes no sense or isn't legible. You'd be surprised how clear this can make things at times of immense confusion...
Take care of yourself, and let yourself cry if you feel you need to. It's better than bottling up the emotions. Whether or not you think you "should" be feeling these emotions, you still FEEL them. Emotions often aren't a matter of what "ought to be"... they just are. Be present with them, and you may learn why they are there.
Take care of yourself and PM me any time.
  
J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair."
-Bertrand Russell
With love and hope,
<~/J\~>
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