I'm starting to find some measure of peace within this storm. I've encountered every emotion imaginable through the course of this breakup and I'm starting to feel a little more stable emotionally.

My bandmates have really been supportive of me and super encouraging at every step of this journey.

Some thoughts.

I don't like being alone. I think the past four years of solitude - even though we lived under the same roof - has really made me ever more sensitive to being alone.