father left me from my 2 years old. mother got married again and again. when i became a mother, my mother began to fight for my daughter. my mother told my daughter that i didn't love my daughter, never. she indeed is my daughter's mother. she keep lying for ten years behind me. now my daughter distrust me. i feel i have no home, no family, nobody. if one's parents don't love oneself, then who can love you? no one. i love and respect my mother deeply. and i ever save my mother's life several years agao. but these things didn't earn the same love from her. actually she hate me. i don't know why. don't know why.