So sorry for the loss of your beloved aunt, @
SarahSweden.
Your shock is understandable. And I understand how alone you feel in your sorrow. Believe me. I am still alone in my sorrow from my mother's passing 7 months ago now.
If it helps you to process your grief by posting here, then I encourage you to. It has helped me tremendously to post about my mother's passing here.
Wrapping you in light and healing energy as you grieve the loss of your beloved aunt.