I'm still struggling with "should". I passed that to my son too. Life is becoming painfully obvious what we can't do. Pdocs have no real solutions. Family wants me to make trouble with the neighbors because its unfair I can't use the back yard. I just want to move again but can't afford it. My mom is putting stipulations on me getting my service dog. And we're 0/2 for complete meltdowns at the store with my son. I've never felt this disabled in my life.