I kinda just made myself throw up. But not like in an eating disorder way. Basically my stomach pain was so out of control I needed some relief. So I went into the bathroom and just pushed on my stomach a bit. But I was too scared to actually do anything more. Thats when I stood up and burped a lot and I felt better. I went and got a bucket just in case I did need to throw up. Just as I got the bucket I threw up in my mouth and I was able to spit it out into the bucket. I do feel quite a bit better now.

My ED frenetic therapist says theres a difference between making yourself throw up for weight loss purposes and making yourself throw up because you are in an insane amount of stomach pain.

I got a call today saying that my scan is set up for September 6th. I'm glad I don't have to wait until October or longer for it because this pain really is getting out of control. Its getting difficult to leave my house and stuff.