I'm sorry about this. I don't know what to tell you. I go through those times myself. I'll feel alright for a good while and then it (the depression, that is) just comes back to me. Another person who I knew some time ago told me that's what happens. It's just that you can feel alright after a depressive episode, or whatever, and then it comes back again.

As I may have mentioned earlier, on the Daily Check-Ins, I was feeling pretty good for a while and then some difficulties happened to me at where I live. It seemed like some sort of enemy was attacking me. As of now, I'm over it but I feel guarded. Even when I feel great and there's nothing to worry about, I would feel guarded. Like something's going to happen that will be bad.

I wish I would know someone else just like you. If I did, then it would seem like we could understand and help each other. I have just one friend but he doesn't get it. Best to you, Rose.