Spoiler: A vent...
For the past 9 mos I have been interviewing and accepting office jobs only to find I could not stay - I couldn't get myself to go back after a week. I kept telling myself I wasn't getting hired for interesting work therefor the lack of motivation. Rewind the past 15 yrs I have been a Massage Therapist. I decided to leave in Covid and go back to the business world. My resume is not strong but I had calls once I put a current retail store operations job on.
I do not believe I am cut out for office environments anymore. I have to trust this now. I have an office at home and am now starting to apply for remote jobs. I am just learning about all this. Competitive I believe because of Covid now.
Writing is making me feel less charged about it and better. Thanks for listening. :~)