I empathize so much. It sounds like he was nice. holding your hand and stuff. I don't think my therapist would touch me. Or sit next to me. I think I'd freak out if he tried, though. I'd flinch or something. Might trigger me to disappear :-( He jumped up to offer me a tissue once and he saw me freak, so I don't think he would try anything like that. But it is sad, though. 'Cause I imagine him holding me sometimes. But then, in my imagingings, I can't even be two years old :-(