Last four months have been certainly the worst time of my life. I feel like I lost everything I care about.
My studies go relatively wrong way, despite putting enormous effort into it. I can still continue, but it's not very good.

Certain health conditions occured and they prevent me from following my passions/hobbies.

During the summer, I have been on two vacations and I haven't had any mental rest.

And my relationships are absolutely awful. People I cared about betrayed or turned their back to me recently.
Speaking of the three people who I have some kind of friendship with, it probably has no future because we all require face to face communication which is impossible to arrange more than twice a year.
My parents are not able to listen and understand to my problems without doubting my feelings and cannot support me.
When it comes to love, my relationships end the same second they begin as the other person breaks my heart in the very beginning.

I feel exhausted, but mainly lost and alone. Even when I solve one issue, it leads to more problems.
I know I have my strengths and that I deserve to have the things I hope for in my life, but my efforts lead to nothing good. I assume that I am a friendly person who can and who actually does bring important things into relationships and still, I am alone...