Thanks Candc.

I´m very sorry for your loss of your mother. It´s extremely hard to grasp that someone is gone and knowing you won´t talk to them ever again. I wasn´t present when my aunt passed and I didn´t see her when she was sick, I only talked to her on the phone. So for me, compared to some of my relatives who visited my aunt in hospice, I guess it´s harder to understand that one day she was there, now she isn´t.