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What matters most is that you are able to heal and make your life what you need it to be.

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I agree. More than you know. I am really ready for this, I'm really ready. I need to keep saying that, and watch What About Bob 6 times on the way to Arizona!!!

Her last name is actually Stevens, and if she is not licensed...I do have a case.

Against her, the UNI, Blue Cross, Magellan, and a few others who so-called "helped" me back then.

She could have quite literally saved my life if she would have ONLY picked up the god damn phone and refilled ONE Effexor prescription. Just one. Then I could have got to someone else to get help. But the withdrawal, and my new job, I was just too busy, plus my daughter was getting older...I thought it was postpartum...thought I was okay.

Wrong.

Now I know better.

I had never heard the word Borderline Personality Disorder until some people on a parenting website (babycenter.com...i'm Razzleberry80....) told me to read the book I Hate You Don't Leave Me.

That book was published in 1989 but they must be psychic because I swear to god I am Elizabeth from Chapter 5...nearly to a T, only that my mother only spanked me and ONCE choked me, but that was all.

I need to go...my precious little daughter is crying :-(...