((((jaklevco))))

There is nothing unworthy in you, you deserve good things and to have your efforts pay off. How long has this rough patch been going on?

May I also suggest that instead of making additional efforts that you do the opposite? Take a step back from things, unburden yourself from as much responsibility as you can for a bit. Think of it as though you have the flu and need time to recuperate.

You need rest... you also need to get in touch with your sad emotions and have a good cry.... sometimes when we're so depressed we can't cry, but crying is a way of letting out some of the pressure that's built up inside of us and it has a soothing effect.

What do you think?