I was on Indeed last night and I found the perfect job. Everyone is telling me not to work until I get my physical issues under control. Even my pdoc who really wanted me to go back to work is telling me to wait. I know I've been having a lot of issues but at least my anxiety is good enough so I can see whats out there without panicking like I used to while job searching.

Financially I'm fine and insurance wise I'm fine. I'm just totally bored and I feel like a free loader.

I've been up since midnight. Makes sense with how much I slept yesterday. I'm trying to avoid falling back asleep now and I'm suprised I haven't given myself a heart attack.