I'm feeling a little better today. I'm more accepting of my depression. Well, that's just life with bipolar, i tell myself. I have a new challenge: budgeting until payday. I've had some unexpected charges this month and it's rice and beans from now on. Luckily i have some cash for the bus and for laundry that i can fall back on. It's exciting now but i bet in a week i won't be so happy about it. It's bad timing because it's my birthday tomorrow, but c'est la vie!