Oh no, jaklevco... so sorry you can't play guitar right now. Any idea of when your hand will be healed enough to be able to play again?
A friend of mine, a bassist, broke his arm and cannot play right now and he's miserable.
I was oddly, since you cannot cry, going to suggest you get in touch with music Bach, a Beethoven symphony (or even heavy metal!) to provide some peace to you during this very difficult time...
Also, I don't know whether you're near a museum, but going to see fine arts can help lift our spirits.
As for the abstract passion which requires love from other people, I cannot really comment, except to say work on yourself and practice good self-care and have patience.
Hope your luck will change for the better and that you will get back on track.
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