Having a tough time today. I’m still in my pajamas. I did at least get a line on a possible new med provider. My current med provider will put in a referral. I should know in 10 days. Fingers crossed. I also rescheduled medical tests that I’ve put off repeatedly - vision (it’s really bad - I can’t read books now and write out a check), mammogram and physical.

I feel all alone today. I’m a lone wolf by nature but everyone needs love and support. I lack that in my family. Always have but made the most of it. Today it’s bothering me a great deal.

It’s a beautiful day and I should be floating. I feel regret that I’m not. I’ve done a lot of tapping and meditation to turn things around. Making some progress. I have lots of exciting opportunities available to me if I’ll just reach out and grab them.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day. Take care